Tandem

By Susan Chiavelli

At the weary turn a young couple flies down our mountain
 on a bicycle-built-for-two—all speed and grace and glory. 


They lean into the hairpin in perfect synchrony 
her golden hair a flag flying for the nation of youth,


helmets not required in a place they’ll live forever.
Damn their youth and beauty!


They make it look so easy—falling in love, while not falling
Remember falling? We rode tandem—once.


Newlywed, and the lake path unfurled like a satin ribbon.


you peddled  
               I braked
                          I pedaled   
                                you braked 
                                          the bike wobbled 
                                                        and lurched 


always on the edge of falling, and oh my heart leaping everywhere! 


If strangers had been watching we were unaware. Nothing pretty 
about our off-kilter rhythm, but it carried us through forty years 


into this bewildering country of wheelchairs and loss, encroaching
gravestones everywhere, our rhythm now


                               honed and steady  
                                         steady and honed
                                                   me pushing
                                                           you letting go.

Susan Chiavelli is the recipient of the Chattahoochee Review’s Lamar York Nonfiction Prize for “Death, Another Country,” also named a notable essay by Best American Essays. Her prose and poetry have appeared in Paradise, Elsewhere, The Los Angeles Review, Miramar, San Pedro River Review, The Packinghouse Review, and elsewhere. Also by this poet: "Fallen Fruit"